Like what? I mean I've just joined a few weeks ago,at least how does it feel like.
Oh, I guess you are like 'What,whose journal is this?' And you are right,I disappeared for a while and I hasn't submitted anything nor faved,commented on others' work. I'm sorry for that,but suddenly I lost my interest in drawing,also in anime/manga. Yeah I'm just kind of only interested in cosplaying. Kuroko no Basuke? Nah.. Yaoi?Nah..
-And one of my great DA friend has disappeared too,which I still don't know here is she...
if you see this,what happened?-
And honestly when I joined DA 3 years ago,and saw these lot of aweseome,talented artists and their artworks I decided when I will be here for years I'll improve so much,and learn digital arts,get a lot of watchers,be someone's inspiration blablabla.
Nothing really happened. I've improved of course,but not as mush as I wanted to, I'm still in the beginner category, and will stay here for a while,also I didn't learn how to use photoshop or a drawing tablet.
(Honestly I'm thinking about actually giving away it. I mean I have a fine,working tablet-with pen,and cabel- I just can't learn it how to use,but I guess there are plenty of people who could use it,and be happy with it. Because it is just makes me irritated,and annoyed xD)
Because I didn't have and still no have any time. Like I'm in the school for at least 7 hours ,sometimes 8 ,get home eat,and relax for an hour..then do the homeworks,learn for exams,and its suddenly night,and I'm dead.
I really don't understand how can other people have soo many free time. I guess drawing is their work,or they don't have to learn that much,or they are not working,or I don't really know,but good for them for sure x3
Hah,this journey is really depressed isn't it?x3 Well sorry,but I just wanted to talk out this,and kind of show that I'm not dead,if anybody wondered(which I highly doubt)
Will I come back,and be active this year? I don't really know in this momment,but at least I'll try to upload one work per a month,that is someting.
Also I don't really understand that neither how can I have 77 works?
I just drew a few fanarts..as I know jounrals count as works too? But still I haven't written that much. Mistery xD
Well so yupp.
Ah,and sorry if I haven't replied for someone's comments,reply. I really didn't use DA in the last 7-8 months or so.